Day 13

Hello there. I must say the weather changes in pampa Texas are so random. Ydg?!

Hmm the weeks work and school are finally starting to catch up with me, but thank God the weekend is just a day away :)

so how have y'all been?

Havnt gotten many comments lately and I feel that my blog is loosing intensity. I'll try to write more in depth posts, but with my schedule it's pretty tough!

But don't fret!! They will come this weekend!!

Well time to get ready for 4 hours of class...yay?

Til mañana Internet.

Peace :)

Day 12

So hey everyone!

I'm feeling a whole lot better than I was two days ago which is awesome :) My headstart class really cheered me up and work has been going great this week.

Worked with a first grade class today. Awesome group of kids I might add. "Teacher! Teacher! There's poop in the toilet!!" the funny things the kids say lol.

Well about to head to psych class. Woo?

Til tomorrow Internet. Peace.

Day 10

Don't really feel like blogging. In a horrible mood. Feel like I'm wasting my time on this one thing. Probably am.

Maybe my headstart class will cheer me up tomorrow. I hope.

Bye

Day 9

Yo

Just a quick little sidenote..

Go Vikings!!!

ha

but hello there whoever reads this!!
January is about to end and man...has it sure gone by fast lol. I'm so ready for this summer because i have a feeling it will be great. I have homework that I'm putting off until tomorrow..I realize that's not smart, but it's ok! I'm off from work tomorrow and can work on it then. Too bad that it's a 50 page play...fml. but anyways.
Today's post is going to be fairly short. I really have nothing to blog about haha. Oh! I'm very happy now :) If you'd like to know why, ask me ;) because it wouldnt be right to post it on here, but it's awesome! I'll leave it at that.

I haven't gotten any comments on the past 3 posts or so...kinda depressing, but whatever. I'll keep blogging haha. Just 348 posts to go!! woohoo!

well. until tomorrow internet.
Make sure to brush ;)

Bye!!

Day 8

Hello everyone :D

Sorry i didn't post anything up yesterday!! I was way busy!
But i am posting something up today!

By the way...

The Book of Eli is flippin sweet!!!!

A+

but back to the blog haha

so i've been thinking today about what makes people tick. like. motivation wise.
i haven't really thought about this too much and i probably shouldn't just because it's none of my business what goes on with other people.

I know i have my few motivators out there, and yes friends (the few i have) and family are among those, but what else drives people to do the things they do??

I guess the reason I'm getting at this is because i just wonder what if they had a different motivation? what then? would everything be the same? Would everything change? Would they have an impact on me somehow?

Crazy thought to think about haha but none the less, it's important.

So yea.

That's it for today! Until tomorrow!

Peace out internet!!
:D

Day 6

K so today had been a tremendous day!!! No joke!

Started the day off bright and early at work lol. My class was really awesome! But I had a couple of boys who were just horrible! :( I think today was the stricktest I have ever gotten with kids. I didn't get mad at all my kids, just the boys that kept acting up and disrupting class. This one boy I had cried three times!! Wow right? He was only doing it to try and get his way in things, but I kept him in check. :)

so now we get to why today was so freaking great!!

I got home from work and finally recieved my acceptance letter to Lubbock Christian University!!!
Pretty amazing news!! I am so excited to finally start in august down there and glad that all my 16 credits from last semester transferred!!
Woohoo!!!!! :D

so that's it for today.

Comments?

Until tomorrow Internet!
Bye!

Day 5

So today has been such a great day! Work started off great and I had a blast with the kids. I also started my psychology class today and I really am excited about it!

As I'm sitting here, I can't help but think about who's reading these blogs I post. I mean I love the inputs I'm getting and I'm way surprised at how well this is doing. I honestly had low hopes for this, but now I'm excited about it! The comments again are swell and I'm trying to reply to each one individually but it's tough haha. So if I don't reply to your comment I'm soo sorry, and promise to soon!

I feel better saying just a big thanks to everyone who's commented and read this!! So thanks!!!!!! :D

I also would like to throw a special shout out to my great friend Kimberly Seguin because she made my day :D she's been the first person to tell me that she enjoys talking to me in forever lol :) :)

so that's today's post!
Leave comments!!
And if you would like to drop your name in your comment, that'd be great!! But if you don't, that's totally fine!!

Until tomorrow...

Goodbye Internet!

Day 4-Continued.

So i totally realized that i was not finished blogging for the day. I went and hung out with Bernardo and we had some pretty deep conversations. I mostly brought up the topics, but we both talked about them for quite some time. These thoughts have been on my mind lately, and i really do feel that everyone will be able to connect to them in some way. Despite whether you agree with me or not, just take the chance to really think about these things. Please.

Here goes:

The topic we talked about were the good old days. And sure I'm only 18, but I'm referring to the days when we used to attend elementary school. The thought entered my head the other day while i was at work with my kindergarten class. I looked at them and thought, "What happened to those days? Where did our innocence go?" Looking back at those days i realized how simple things really were for all the students. We went to school, did our work, had all of our friends to play and talk with, and just enjoyed being a kid. What really got me thinking about this, was the fact that all the kids seemed to be really great friends. No joke. I saw my kindergarten class and saw how well they got along with each other. They help each other, they aren't really mean to one another (unless for some random reason) and they just make the most out of seeing and going to school with their friends. As far as i can remember elementary school was the best. The whole class and grade were all friends and just made things simple. I've subbed 5th grade too, and realize that the kids are the exact same way. They get along great with each other and are all friends.

So what happens? What makes us change from being the best of friends with everybody in our grade to enemies?

Middle School/Junior High

That's exactly what changes kids. I know that i never really started growing feelings of dislike towards other kids in my class til i hit middle school. The shift in these feelings almost occurs naturally and by itself. But why? Why must we go from all this pure and amazing innocence, to dislike and hate towards each other?

What really gets me most, is that I, as a substitute, am seeing this change before it even happens. This really gets to me. Today i saw two little girls from my class yesterday holding hands and walking down the hall and i thought to myself, "Will they still feel that way towards each other when they get to middle school? Or will they change like most of the kids tend to do?"

The thought of this really frightens me, but I know that there's not much i can do. I just hope that everything works out somehow and that someday kids will not lose their innocence and great friendships once they get to middle school. I hope that they can maintain those qualities.

So that's it.

Your opinions would be great on this...i would really like to know how you feel on this.

Til tomorrow, Bye.

Day 4

Hey! It's day 4 of my blog and I have been getting some great comments from people! Keep it up! And if you're not leaving comments, but are reading my blog, then you should definitely leave me some!

So to the blogging...

Today's been a great day! Work was extremely awesome and I had some awesome kids in my classes that I got to meet. I really am enjoying my new job a lot more than when I used to work at United! I'm working almost everyday now and that means more money! Woohoo!! :D

I started my second semester of college today as well. Went to one class and went over the syllabus. Yay? I was given a reading assignment over a play (30 pages) which is due Thursday. Luckily I took the time to read it and finished it an hour after class! Great play, but pretty depressing towards the end. In case you're wondering what the play's called, it's "Antigone".

So that's really all that happened today. Can't wait til tomorrow!

Leave some comments too:)

Goodbye Internet!!

Day 3

Hello again. Well today's the third day of my blog. I've gotten two comments on my post from yesterday. I really like the advice that they've given to me. So keep up with the comments and inputs to my thoughts.

Work was stressful today, the kids were pretty rowdy and it took quite a bit of time to quiet them down. After work I had a headache and took a two hour nap. It felt great and I woke up in a way better mood. I started to think about what to blog and I finally came up with this:

The other day I got told by a person that I didn't talk to them at all. Well I apologized for it thinking that it was my fault. Well I promised the other person that I would text them more often because I felt bad. And to be honest, lately I feel like I'm losing friends because we don't communicate. So with this said, I texted that person. I figured that it would be cool to catch up on things and stuff. Well I waited all day and got no response. I figured that the person was busy and decided to text them the next day. I waited all day. No response. Well then that person messaged me and told me that I should text them sometime. WTF?! That makes no sense to me. I dislike when people tell me to do something and I do, but they don't reply. Am I wrong for this? You tell me.

So yeah, that's my thought for today. Inputs on this would be great!

Until tomorrow Internet! Bye!

Day 2- Jan. 10th

Well today's been a good day so far. I saw Avatar in 3D last night, and I was really amazed at how good it was. It's for sure in my top ten movies that I like. I'm pretty tired for some reason and am looking forward to working on Monday. Quick question: Is it bad that I'm still not over Jessica (girl who screwed me over really bad, probably the worst out of all the girls I've dated or did not date, even though we never dated...? I think so, but for some dang reason I'm not. Hmmmm hopefully I will be soon. Funny how life is ironic.

But anyways...

Second day of this blog haha. I wonder if anyone in the whole world has read this? Maybe? Not sure though. I would like to see what people think about this, but I don't want it to be a trend. Inputs and comments would be cool too.

Well until tomorrow everyone. Bye!

First day blogging.

So today is the day I decided to actually go out and blog about all the random nonsense that goes through my head. I have blogged before, but never on an actual blog website. My intentions are simple. I do not wish to gain "a fanbase" because I really doubt anyone will really care about what I have to say. I have never had to actually keep up with a blog of my own and just hope to do so.

So here are my plans for this blog:

1. Keep up with this blog for 2010 and have daily updates for everyday of this year.
2. Be able to openly talk about everything that is going on in my head (and I mean everything).

So that's it.
Simple.

Until tomorrow...bye!
:D